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Friday, April 27th, 2007
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9:26 am - Whooo. it's been a while.
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I hate my life. The stupid oracle exam that is like, 90% of the grade just died halfway through and I hate my life. So now I'm typing.
So, um. well.
In other news, I hate my life.
List
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3 Boyfriends
1Girlfriend
1 Wife
1 Fiancé
1 Secret Lover
So, the play went sooper last night. Spotlights. Always fun. yeah. *ching*
I fail at life.
Ummmm. . . .
At one point in time, there was a point to this.
In english, we have a project to do on Grendel. Ms. White kinda said "Okay, guys. Do a project". So I'm going to do this like, HUGE collection of absolutely useless things, like, a shoebox diorama, and a board game, and like, a picture of Grendel and the Dragon, and then like, um, a puppet show, and a poem. Yeeeeaaaah.
Gotta finnish my college projects *dies* I So completely hate my life.
Anyway. I think that's it. ttyl.
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| Monday, March 26th, 2007
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9:29 am
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I'm a borderline Existentialist!!!! ;_;
"Sex scenes in movies is pornography. Sex scenes in books is literature." ~ Me
English teaches me everything i need to know. . . .
*explodes*
current mood:  I'm an existentialist.come on.
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| Friday, March 23rd, 2007
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9:25 am
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I hate my life.
Matt made it worth waking up this morning.
1. Height: 5'4''
2. Have you ever done heroine: Naw.
3. Do you own a gun: . . . .
4. Do you recylce: Yep.
5. Do you get nervous about doctor appointments: I never really have.
6. What do you think of hotdogs: The all beef ones are good.
7. What's Your Favorite Christmas Song: A'solin' (Peter Paul and Mary)
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning: box juice
9. Can you do push ups: Two or three if i must
10. Is your bathroom clean: . . . . Bathroom. well, I have this huge pile of crap where i used to have a bathroom. . .
11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry: Prolly my bracelet Mr. Dan forged for me.
12. Do you like painkillers: Never tried it?
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex: I have a secret weapon? opposite sex? Um. . . I'm pretty sure boys don't like me. I'm pretty sure no one likes me.
14. Do you have A.D.D: No. I'm just bi-Polar
15. What is your middle name: . . . .
16. Name three thought at this moment: Ok Sabree. Website grades? I hope i"m not bothering anyone
17. Name the last three things you have bought: um. . . food?
18. Name three drinks you regularly drink: milk juice um. . .juice
19. Who is you hero: I don't. . .really have a hero. . . um, Maggie.
20. Current love: love?
21. Current worry: i hope i'm not bothering anyone. . .
22. Current hate: hate?
23. Favorite place to be: um. . .
24. How did you bring in the New Year: I slept.
25. Where would you like to go: um, i don't know. . .
26. Do you own slippers: Yeah. . .pink ones and black ones
27. What shirt are you wearing: um, a purple one
28. Do you burn or tan: well, last summer, i burned?
29. Favorte color: Grey
30. Would you be a pirate: um ,probably not
31. What songs do you sing in the shower: JamisonParker?
32. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a kid: the big praying mantis
33. What's in your pockets right now: um, well. . .3$? and a bag. . . my pencil? some crumbs and some papers. . .
34. Last thing that made you laugh: I. . .I don't know.
37. Worst injury you've ever had: Oh, um, i haven't had any particularily bad injuries. um, i chipped the bone in my shin once
38. Best bed sheets as a child: stars
39. Hiw many T.V.'s do you own: I don't really own any tvs.
40. Who is the loudest person you know: oh, well. . .
41. Who is your most silent friend: I don't know. . .Jenna?
42. Does someone have a crush on you: No. I'm pretty sure no one does. and if they did, i'd just dissapoint them.
43. Do you wish on shooting stars: um, no.
44. What is your favorite book: Watership Down? or, Battle Royale?
45. What song do you want to play at your wedding: oh, well, i don't think i'm going to ever get married
46. What song do you want played at your funeral: Delirium trigger
47. What were doing at 12 am last night: i think i was sleeping.
48. What was the first you thing you thought when you woke up: oh, i'm up now.
. . . . yeah. I have to remember to ask about the thing. . . but, i don't want to bother anyone. . .
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| Wednesday, March 21st, 2007
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9:23 am
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I guess I'm grasping with straws with this now, but. . .It's all i've got left?
Whatever. I'm feeling rant-y and apathetic. wheeeesh!
So. Meursault. Mer-sooooooo.
English.
At one point ,there was a reason for this.
We starstuff, we move too fast.
Am I starstuff?
Matt's tottally at festival today. ^^ Hope he. . .does. . .good?
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Funny. Moon and I. . .I'm afraid it's starting to balance out. I'm afraid everything's falling apart.
I dunno.
*insert evil plans here*
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| Thursday, March 15th, 2007
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5:13 pm - I want a boyfriend. . .
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I want a boyfriend who will hold my hand when we walk down the hallways together. I want a boyfriend who is remotely interested in me. I want a boyfriend who tells me I'm beautiful. I want a boyfriend who paints me pictures. I want a boyfriend who can walk up to me and hug me, who is excited to see me. I want a boyfriend who worries about me when i have to walk in the rain, a boyfriend who isn't afraid to write that he has a girlfriend in his myspace profile. A boyfriend who actually calls me. I want a boyfriend that will kiss me back. I want a boyfriend who will wait for me between classes, who doesn't avoid me in the halls, I want a boyfriend who gives a damn about me, who loves me, who wouldn't worry about what it would mean if one of us moved, what other people think, I just want a boyfriend who loves me and wants to be with me no matter what.
What's the saying? "Wait for the boy who will do anything to be your everything?"
Would he even care if I went away?
The real question. Would I care?
nope. We're past that point now.
I'm just listening to the bus.
That sounds like an excuse.
It is. But, I love him.
Who are you trying to convince?
Only myself, Moon. You taught me that. Everyone else can see it for themselves.
Ah. gotta love the days life snaps back into perspective.
I used to always wonder how they got the lines on the sidewalk so straight. Today I noticed for the first time : They aren't straight.
Funny, huh?
I made the train today. Yesterday, all week. I've missed the damn train. but I made it today. the only thing that kept me from it was the thought that it probably wouldn't kill me.
. . .and that's sad.
I have to go change now. Then I think I'll smash my head into walls until the art show starts.
laterz.
Y'know, they're half-right when they say I'm not a girl.
I'm a goddess. And no matter what happens, or how I feel, I try to present an acceptable front, always be there with a smile, because I'd like to think me popping up and saying hello brightens someone's day.
It's was like, when I put the bow and the necklace on, when I stepped through that door, I slipped on a mask.
I'm an actress. I act. It's what I do. nothing I say is how I truely feel. I give people what they want to see. All the world's a stage after all.
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| Thursday, February 8th, 2007
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3:17 pm - Izze's = <3
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Wow, It's been a while, hasn't it.
I don't know what's gotten into that boy, but DAMN. It is niiiiiice. Perhaps with valentines day right around the corner, he's finally come to the realization he has a girlfriend? >>
OH! And, This.
Brownie points, cokie point, kudos, props, and anything else you could ever imagine to my good friend StellarWind for this one, guys. <3
Honoo no Takaramono! Shiawase o tazunete Watashi wa yukitai
Ibara no michi o Itetsuku yoru mo
Futari de watatte Yukitai
Tabibito no samui kokoro o
Dare ga daite ageru no
Dare ga yume o Kanaete kureru
Honoo to moesakaru Watashi no kono ai
Anata ni dake wa Wakatte hoshii
Kizuna de watashi o tsutsun de Kouya o sasurau anata o
Nemurasete agetai no
Nagareboshi wa Anata no koto ne
Honoo to moesakaru Watashi no kono ai
Anata ni dake wa Wakatte hoshii
Nazomeku kiri mo harete yuku My Painfully Literal Translation! Luck (at/in/on) to visit myself/I Thorn (posessive) (road/not yet known) (at/in/on) To freeze (night/to come from/to depend on/to lean on/to visit/ Two people comingout/going/rising young person organism traveller (posessive) cold (mind/heart/spirit) (at/in/on) Who moth something (raise/lift/fly) field/(posessive) Who Moth dream (at/in/on) (already/lately/previously) ( Fire/Flame (if/door/person/party/ten) To burn brightly (posessive) this love You/Dear (denotes location) only/just (admiration) young person desired (bonds/fetters/encumbrance) ( (admiration) bodyto approach) mourningto give/to let one have/to do for one/to get dark/to end)comingout/going/rising) myself/I something (comingout/going/rising)wilderness something something field/(posessive) Shooting star Fire/Flame (if/when/and) To burn brightly (posessive) this love You/Dear (denotes location) just (affection) young person desired puzzling end mourning publicly death
My "I ranted this at Neko" Translation! "It was lucky that you visited, I admire your body." "the thorn is not yet known," er. . . Or rather, um, grr. if that denotes location. . . ok. well, that line is some metaphore involving thorny paths and how they freeze. the literal translation of the next line says it all. . . "two people comingout/rising, young person, body." "the traveller's mind is on cold things". I'm guessing the traveller is the same one mentioned in the first line. . . "the moth who flies" we're missing some words in that, but I'm guessing were equating the traveller with images of night. now he's flying. "the moth who dreams of letting one have" or rather, "giving one something" Ok. someone dreams of giving someone's self to someone. "the fire, this love burns brightly" "you dear are the one I desire" "These bonds set me free" missing some words in the last one, insert ring imagery. . .ok. perhaps it's talking about marriage. "you roam the wilderness"
"[I'm completely missing this line]"
"Shootingstar, my love, you gloss the cost over" "the fire, this love burns brightly" "you dear are the one I desire" "puzzling end, mourning publicly your death". (at/in/on) to roam (it is so) (at/in/on)(affection) You/Dear (posessive) glossing over (cost/merit/note/root/sleep)
Yup. tres awesome.
GRRRR. I need makeup that actually works. *stabs self for being ugly*
Healthy Choice canned chicken soup is the nastiest thing evar. . .i'm busy washing my mouth out with brownie and Apple Izze. <3
Ok. Back to utterly destroying a book. Cheerio~
current mood:  Cynical
current music: Treasure of the Flame
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| Tuesday, January 23rd, 2007
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4:30 pm - *mad blind panic*
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Holy shit holy shit holy shit when did the world close in on me? I feel like someone's dropped a house on me. . . ^^;;;
I've got Tryouts tomorrow and I hardly know the song, and I have to help Breslyn with the website, And Miss Spadin reminded me today That I promised to help with the theater website, I have top see mrs Mandell about a scedual change I don't know if I want or not. . . and on top of all of THAT, I've got the COMIC DUE TOMORROW and I don't know If I can finnish it and I'm slightly freaking out and i'm going to do horrible at tryouts and I'm going to be up til 4 AM working on the comic because i've already lost an hour and It isn't much now, But i'll be feeling it tonight at around 2 ^^;;;
My Diet for the next 12 hours is going to be black tea, straight up black and stronger and darker then the devil himself, icing, and popcorn.
Wish me more luck, and all speed.
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| Thursday, January 18th, 2007
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4:03 pm - Angst
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| Tuesday, January 9th, 2007
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2:09 pm
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WOAH GUYS! GUESS WHAT? :D . . .I'm apparently, Hott. Cayla disagrees, but, among the men folk, it is apparently common knowledge. hurray!
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| Thursday, January 4th, 2007
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1:12 pm - The Post About Other People.
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Really, What would I do without being able to see Casey after 5th period? <3 Wow so I totally got invited to Rocky Horror on the 27th. . . So that's pretty exciting. I'm pretty stoked for that. Mans do my legs hurt. . . *grumbles* I wana glomp Matt, but I'm stranded in 6th period. heeeeelp meeee!!! *flails* lol I got to talk to Stel last night, AND Neko. And I Talked to Maddie last night! we had a long conversation about our babies. . . and the naming and eating there of. I'll post the conversation laterz. ^^
UGH. I'm not going to have Cayla and Kendra in Russian anymore. . . I'll have to actually WORK. >|P
Maaaans. Maybe I could be supar stalkar and run down between 6th and 7th and glomp Matt? I waaaant my pretty Pet. . . <3 . . . . psshha I'd scare him. *restrain yourself, Jessica. . .No scaring Pretty Boyfriends.*
OH HE SAID THE NICEST THING TODAY. . . *isn't even gonna go there* Wonder what he'd think if he knew I just sit around and post pointless blogs about him? ^^; But really, It's not like I think about anything else in my spare time. . . *le sigh*
Ok. I have to go majorly rehaul my website, do some HUGE MAJOR graphics work. I'm going with the generic "Metal" theme. . . Yeah. But That's ok.
current mood:  curious
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| Friday, December 29th, 2006
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12:55 am - The Holidays
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So, doing some house cleaning today, found a shot gun. (no worries it's just a pop gun) but, MANS.
tres awesomes.
Anybody get anything good for christmas? I've still got a Birthday coming, but. . .
I got a DDR game and Dance Mat, and a Server. The Server is pretty kickass. 300 GB of power at my command? kickass. 30 iTunes monies too. But i have to download the new version of iTunes, which is going to be GAY AS HELL. Because it's going to have gay little ads permanently stuck at the bottom, but i can't download more music until I download the gay as hell iTunes.
I wanna go home. *grumpy*
Ok. I'm gonna go um colour.
laterz?
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| Friday, December 22nd, 2006
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9:56 pm - Why today was worth it.
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Today. Ah, today.
Today mattered because of the seven minutes between 2:10 and 2:17.
Because that proved everything to me. That told me that everything was ok and it would continue to be ok. Those seven minutes were the world. And they're all i have to hang on to for the next. . .oh, I want to pretend it's going to be only 8, but It's going to be the next 10 days.
That, and a necklace and a bracelet.
Anywhoooo. Amy got me Battle Royale #4! The Battle Royale i was avoiding the purchase of, because I not only half read it but, only 3 people die, not even really that gruesomely, and no one gets raped. (Oh and they knock off my favourite character, but, then again, this is Battle Royale. Everyone dies.)
Can't wait for #5, featuring everyone's favourite death: Death by icepick. I think. Or does that happen the next day? Anywho. Shinji is awesome. <3
And Yaoi scares the crap outta me.
. . .Just thought i'd make that little note.
And. I'm not happy about WinterBreak. I'm not Happy about weekends, for the gods sake. Anything that keeps me away from Matt is bad. . . .
Rainy days always make me feel funny.
I was sitting quietly in the mist during lunch, and i looked up, and i saw something. and i just wanted to run over and look at it. But i knew if i did, i'd get there, investigate, and then see something else i wanted to investigate, and another again once i got to that thing, and again, and again, and i'd just keep running ,and never stop. It's a funny feeling. Just wanting to run off past the horizon. I've felt like that before. I wish i could. But I always hold myself back. maybe one day, i'll fly. At least i know why i stay here, and it's a good reason, the very best reason of all. But, that's the only thing keeping me here, and if i ever lose it- him- Well, i have no reason to stay. And i'll go. then, i'll go. But not until. I don't want to go. It's a funny feeling, wanting but not wanting. . . . . . . . . . Rainy days bring out the duality in me, i think. Being two things in one, having two sides, it's a blessing, the greatest of blessings, and i didn't see it before but i do now. But it also has it's downside, i suppose. But that's ok. All things come with good and bad, and i've learned how to balance it now. ^^ I'm content.
But have a satisfactory, non-denominational, capitalist, giftgiving winter season.
current mood:  content
current music: Merry Fucking Christmas- South Park
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| Wednesday, December 20th, 2006
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1:27 pm - Enter a Subject. . .
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So, guys, Bullet for my Valentine is pwnsome.
And I Love Boris. <3 she got me this cute little bath set, and in it, it had a SCENTED CANDLE. <3
You guys see my new picture? ^^
Anywho. I was reading this website about why we shouldn't eat animals, and animal creulty, and how everyone should become a vegetarian, and it made me hungry for steaks.
I'm a horrible person *giggles madly*
There was, at one point in time, a point to this LiveJournal.
current mood:  Placid
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| Tuesday, December 19th, 2006
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11:07 pm - T_T
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GUYS.
SOMEBODY HACKED AND KILLED MY JESSICAQUIZ.
RAYA, LIZ, Take it again. you didn't fail, i promise. someone just sucks. *glares pointedly at Jason*
current mood: Angered
current music: THURSDAY.
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| Monday, December 18th, 2006
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11:19 pm - I'm so awesome it hurts people a little bit sometimes
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4:03 pm - Nyar?
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I was going to post an entry, but i don't remember what about ^^;
So, notice how the Winter Solstice is the least appriciated holiday? What is that? I love the shortest day of the year. sprinting to the bus stop in pitch black 30 degree weather, the orange lights. . .
The orange lights. . .
WHOOO! Sorry. ^^; I have a thing for orange lights.
(ok, not a thing but. . . ugh. too hard to explain.)
So, I guess it makes me a fool to think that maybe I could be a crazy young person and do something with my life, go somewhere with my life?
I was a fool to act on my emotions and to think that maybe you felt how you said you felt, I was a fool to trust you and to think that where there was love there was a way?
Yeah. I guess i was. Guess i still have a nip of the 'ole hopeless romantic in me. Sorry for thinking we could be more then just friends. We're honestly both just too quicksilver, huh? Whatever. I don't give a damn about you anymore. remember how i said sometimes i just stop liking a person for no reason at all? well, Guess what.
except maybe i have a reason, yeah?
/rant
ANYWHO!
Mans, ^^ Matt is being SOOOO nice to me lately. heehee. Even tho i was being all clingy stalker today. *scarey* daaaaamn i love that boy.
There was some bizzarre fantasy that everyone would think he was older then me in there somewhere. . . ?
ah, who knows. *shrug* It's stupid, i look like a bloody 12 year old.
BUT OMG I GOT DAVID THE BEST GIFT EVVVVAAAAAAR *es'plodes*
*is shot*
*is put down*
I'm glad i've gotten all of my gifts out of the way. ^^ now i can sit back, relax, and do a CRAPLOAD of chemistry work assignments papers.
and i don't think i'm going to recover my precal grade. it's a 62 and holding. . . .
*dies. of natural precal related causes*
Mom better have signed me up for my next semester classes. AT MC.
What sooon, what??? That's right. somebodies in college.
*is shot, kicked, beaten, blown up, gagged, and shoved under a bed.*
I'm going nightnight now. *its totally 4 pm*
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| Sunday, December 17th, 2006
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4:39 pm - It's a little bit funny. . .
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This feeling insiiiiiide. . .
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
Haha Just a reminder I love y'all, and to have a happy happy holiday season. ^^ mmmmkay? Stay safe, don't drink too much eggnog, i'll be away from the 24th to the 29th or 30th, and you better have gotten me good gifts. XD
Yeah, and my birthday is on the 30th, guuuuys. don't ferget. XD
In other news, it's strange to find out you mean absolutely nothing to someone you thought you at least meant a little something too.
*shrug* ah, like it matters. ^^ You can't take life too seriously, huh? ^^
but damn, poor poor David! I've been knocked down to one best friend and thats him. XD
OK! So, I should prolly go to the mall now. ^^ kk, byes.
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| Tuesday, December 12th, 2006
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Not that any of you care, but Matt totally doesn't talk to me on MySpace anymore. (WITH GOOD REASON MAY I ADD)
Sometimes i forget i'm the luckiest girl in the world.
even tho i don't diserve to be.
and that's what makes everything ok. That's what makes up for all the relapses, that's what makes up for all of the lost wallets, the failed math quizzes, the dirty laundry, the homework, the little things of life that drag you down.
I'm the luckiest girl in the world because my patron god is. . .
nope! not saying. -^^-
So, anyway. i have problems. I was totally pondering the merits of growing crystals tonight at, like, 10.
who does that?
Instead i just threw the bags around, laughed loudly at the word "Phosphate", and cooked myself a steakum.
excuse me. a steakummm.
The Sabres totally beat the whatevers. I don't even give a damn who we play anymore, as long as we win. The Devils. We were playing the Devils. And they scored 2ce in the last 2 minutes of the game, all we did was put one off the post, despite the wide open net. but we were up by 3 when they decided to pull their act together, and Miller WASN'T being fucking retarded swiss cheese tonight, so, we won. 3-2. There was the sweetest goal, they put it right across the crease, right under the goalie, bam bam bam. Now THAT was an assist.
and i washed clothes so i DON'T have to walk around naked anymore by force. (now it's by choice). And i've got my outfits for the week all planned out, i actually looked up the weather forcast for the week and used that to plan my outfits, isn't that SAD???
THURSDAY IS SEXI PANTS DAY, GUYS! WEAR YOUR SEXI PANTS!
Things are still a little weird between me and Matt, but, i guess they are slowly getting better. I just can't wait to spring his COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY awesome christmas gift on him. *evil cackle* and i'm *trying trying trying* to kidnap him over the weekend. But he refuses to talk to me on MySpace.
oops gotta run. *evil grin*
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Ok, so, now it's tomorrow and i'm in 7th period, not doing my work. It's essentially done. I just have to slap it all together. which i'll do tomorrow. because i'm a lazy bum.
So I'm wearing my plaid jacket. Which is nice. I personally don't think this outfit looks that good, it was so thrown together and pulled out of my ass in a solid 2 minutes, during which i tore apart my pants drawer. But everyone says it looks nice. Yay!
I tried to fix the christmas lights last night and failed miserably. yeah.
So, back to what i was saying. Yeah. I totally attacked Matt this morning and he was all sleepy. and hott as hell but thats another story. (he really is the prettiest the boy i've ever seen ever. Which is originally why i went after him. . .he isn't anything like i thought he'd be. I thought This would be a 3 week fling, something like that. . .how did i end up falling head over heels in love with him?)
anywho. he said i could kidnap him. ^^ Wonder where i'll drag him? Hope that whole rule thing we have going on doesn't extend to seeing me during the week. . . (we kinda rather have this unspoken thing where we'll only do something once a weekend. If i see him on friday outside of school- that's it, i don't get to see him again until monday. Strange as Angels, I know, but it works. *shrug*) B/c i've seen him after school twice this week, except, i was busy painting and he was busy painting in a different room.
long winded post. it's thinking out loud. i enjoy writing up my life in pointless blogs.
Chem kicked ass today. that lab? pure amazing. who thought burning things was so much fun? OH thats right i did.
Tomorrow i get to wear the PLAID PANTS. *es'plodes* i've only been ranting about them all week, and everyone is almost as excited as i am about them by this point. and did i mention the Gift i got Matt for christmas? It. is. AMAZING. I don't care if he doesn't get me anything. It's not about recieving, its about the fact i have the cutest most personal most sentimental gift evar.
OH AND FUDGE.
<3 <3 <3
I had Liz throughly convinced it was Poop this morning XD good times.
And Pat TALKED to me today! -^^- (he's completely sitting in front of me as i type this) He is so awesome. and i god worship him. For no real reason. Maybe because he used to be my mortal enemy and he completely turned around.
I enjoy being me. I can't wait to paint today. *excitement*
AND OMG! I UNDERSTAND THE TRIANGlES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !
(because that is so much excitement it diserves that many !'s.)
Really. You can't believe how excited I am that this makes sense. I'm such a nerd, but knowing that i know, understanding,. it feels so GOOD.
I am so in love with the world and i give it my everything.
I think i've made peace with the fact i am duality personified. Walking the line means i have 2 strangths to draw from as opposed to one. Both sides pull me, yes, and it can get hard, and confusing sometimes. But feeling the wind around me and the earth below me, I just know. That there is nothing better than that.
Haha. Mom asked where alex was last night, and i told her asleep. She said "he feel asleep watching the hockey game?" I I said "Is there any better way to fall asleep?" In his arms?
ahhh, well, it's 2:04. time to wrap this up. I felt cut short last night, with mom asking me why the internet was still on (it was on b/c i changed the settings.) And this feels like proper closure. ^^ i'll TTYL. Paint time! <3
current mood: Here and There
current music: no, fudge!
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| Monday, December 11th, 2006
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2:10 pm - the bad thing.
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Dude. I hate life at the moment. I'm going to throw myself off of something and break my spleen and never leave the house again.
I'd stab myself to death, but, sadly, i do not think we have a big enough knife.
I'm hungry.
So, anyway. life sucks because:
--> i'm tanking maf, i just failed another fucking quiz. so on top of my astounding 8/20 on the triangle quiz, i've got a 2/15 on my i-don't-even-know-what-the-fuck quiz.
--> Wallet remains lost. Fuck you, Wallet.
--> I look ickier then anything. per usual.
--> I just. . .Matt. ugh. I don't even know what to do with that situation, I really don't. What is going on with him? He just says he's confused. . .about what? ergh. I love him. More then anything.
ok, class is over, laterz.
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| Friday, December 8th, 2006
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2:09 pm
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I was gonna post an awesome entry. then i saw this:
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
and i completely forgot about my entry.
current mood:  discontent
current music: Roll the Dice, Ricky
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